[08 Nov 2009|08:56am] eeqa when you are always arguing, sometimes standing up for your rights wont do you any good. you wont get what you really want. cos it is just so hard to make someone understand you. cos no one in this world can ever understand you. so, sit down and think abt it. think abt everything. and you will find all the reasons why you are always arguing. sometimes i laugh to myself. it is just so funny. like how i said i will try to understand but i never did, and get upset over the same thing OVER and OVER again. when you are not blinded by love and when you have come to your bloody sense. you will realize that there isnt any fairness in a relationship. you will have to give and take. when you give, you are giving the other party shit. when you take, you are asking for yourself shits. you have to stay bloody strong. and if you think there is fairness in your relationship you should SHOULD should stop and ask yrself if you are keeping something inside. like deeep deeeep down there.  i couldnt sleep last night, thought i was fucking upset. but this morning when my mum woke me up from my nap she told me, my granduncle just passed away at 7 am in the morning. sometimes you just have to let go. when things dont come your way just be happy because you have given up yr happiness to make someone else happy.   cross

DO ME A FAVOUR. [07 Nov 2009|11:41pm] ehkaay [ mood | blah ] And saying it won't change a thing, and realising it won't change a thing, realising it wont change a thing. cross

the prayer [07 Nov 2009|11:51pm] tsubaki_ dear god, let me meet someone who is cuddly and soft, petite with short hair, great fashion sense, intelligent and understanding and knows the difference between 1050p and 1080i. Well actually that last part is not necessary but it's just for kicks ya. then i'll mess it up, screw up big time and be back to square one. because i wasn't programmed to know how to reciprocate right? i'm never gonna meet that someone am i? 1 pop ♥ cross

S02E01 [07 Nov 2009|10:20pm] freedomday M: Have you even bothered to tell B about the baby? Are you going to? C: Look, M, can we not go there? Can everyone just accept the fact that there are some things I like to keep to myself and i don't discuss everything to death? M: Well, why even confide in me at all, if you're so intent on not discussing it? Why even tell me? you're her person. 2 pops ♥ cross

you wanted to play this game i'll play it too [07 Nov 2009|10:08pm] scarletyouth [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | cardigan weather // meg & dia ] omg why's the pic so small!?!?! ANYWAY you can see his bigger pics sooner or later, that's cohen!!! i named him cohen (you know, like SETH COHEN from the oc?) cause well, seth cohen is like the perfect guy for me, and this thing over there, is the PERFECT guitar for me, i am serious. went to swee lee sale at katong earlier with my dad. this wasnt there, there was the more expensive version originally $588, going at 50% off, but i didnt like it, i prefered this, so we went to bras basah and got this, originally $481 at 30% off now i am just bursting with happiness, talk to me i'll tell you ALLL ABOUT IT. hahahaha THANK YOU DAD OMG OMG. but it doesnt have pick ups so i have to put it in manually. i'm guessing it'll demand another $100 D= ** ok so pic.1 is my favourite chocolate! i love it alot, last time i ate it was when faz gave it to me as a thank you gift. wahh, they only sell it that way. i love it. buy for it and i'll love you nong time. pic no.2 is a huge ass rainbow i saw 2 days ago? there's a faint one above it. anyway i'm slow in uploading these cause i finally found my mmc reader. hehehehe. anyway cohen's demanding my attention now hehe. don't worry ryyan i still love you! cross

[07 Nov 2009|01:20pm] thismattershuh 'You have to take risks,' he said. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen. Every day, God gives us the sun—and also one moment in which we have the ability to change everything that makes us unhappy. Every day, we try to pretend that we haven't perceived that moment, that it doesn't exist—that today is the same as yesterday and will be the same as tomorrow. But if people really pay attention to their everyday lives, they will discover that magic moment. It may arrive in the instant when we are doing something mundane, like putting our front-door key in the lock; it may lie hidden in the quiet that follows the lunch hour or in the thousand and one things that all seem the same to us. But that moment exists—a moment when all the power of the stars becomes a past of us and enables us to perform miracles. Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment helps us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments—but all of this is transitory; it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken. Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won't suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow. But when that person looks back—and at some point everyone looks back—she will hear her heart saying, 'What have you done with the miracles God planted in your days? What have you done with the talents God bestowed on you? You buried yourself in a cave because you were fearful of losing those talents. So this is your heritage: the certainty that you wasted your life.' cross

[08 Nov 2009|03:55am] ihuntdemons Hey there my friend, don't you remember your roots? Where you came from? Hmm..i guess you've drifted a little too far away from your faith. Now come back. My throat was coated with sweetness awhile ago. No, this is a story you will never ever understand cross

[07 Nov 2009|12:14am] eeqa i watched my sister's keeper, and my eyes are swollen now. i cried throughout the movie. thank you brother shah rizal. brother joseph mcnally. sorry. brother john. you should watch the movie. any you. please waste your 6 bucks or 9 bucks on that movie. its really worth it. i miss my bby girls a lot. i dont call them ctg anymore. i miss myra, i miss kinah,i miss ak. AK is alrdy missing so hmm myra and kinah. i saw ain just now. and i suddenly remembered how we used to webcam till late night to accompany each other. and dance to entertain each other. i miss ct too. where have you been. i miss ernizah also. people should just stop thinking about people changing cos they dont. they are still the same. they changed to adapt to their surroundings.  cross

tweet [06 Nov 2009|05:33pm] nodialogue I was depressed for a while but something happened and now I got my appetite back and I don't feel like wearing black all the time anymore and I want to wear colours and loud patterns. So basically my massive wardrobe clearout was redundant coz now all I see are black white greys and dark blue. I want new clothes but I have to survive on $5 from now till mid-November. So now I feel depressed again. cross

i won't let you be denied [05 Nov 2009|11:21pm] scarletyouth [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | undisclosed desires ] so the past few days i was like, Muse or yeah yeah yeahs? tonight i took a listen to again to the muse albums WAFAK see you on feb 3rd biatches. ryyan has covered too many muse songs, he'll kill me if i don't go. cross

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