ta douleur.

zzzz..

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 02:10:08 GMT

haiya. i miss adnan's boy. yesterday someone went to his aunty's house. then still never get the clothes from his mom! wallauweh, until when must waaaait?? ok bathing time! today and tomorrow will be gooood!

no actually, i wish i can see my smelly today. hais.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 16:07:07 GMT

today was a not well spent day...went jamming withh bmm! made a new song! hope the final outcome will be nice!!
i miss su today! haha..

i also miss ain today............

dear lemonade,

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 14:56:43 GMT

when life has got you down, you've got someone here that you can wrap your arms around.

when the time comes, i will help you kill your computer ok. i love you.

forced

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 03:12:16 GMT

although this is my lj, im somewhat "forced" to write into my own journal..which i think is so unfair..
things have changed..i also think that u chane...u go berak den u ask m e go put up smtg here...u think i robot isit?

its been 8 mths now...we learnt so much abt each other...we still have a loooooooong way to go...

you nvr fail to make me laugh even when im angry! nvr fail to put a smile on my face with all your silly comments!!! omg!!!!!!! i so feel like squishing ur face!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i laugh u a bit ok...and i really want u to do well for ur fyp...i want u to focus, get back on track..and i will always be beside u when u need me..really,...imagine shutter la..

>=/

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 13:52:19 GMT

can i steal you away from EVERYTHING? the week hasn't been fair to me. and i'm going to be very mean.

stolen from nonek's blog,

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 14:31:28 GMT

"You know what i love the most about us? I love how comfortable we’re with each other. I love how we can endlessly crack on each other but never take the teasing to heart. I love how when I walk away from you when we’re fighting, you try to stay mad but always end up running after me. I love you and everything about you - the look in your eyes when you kiss me, how we can stay up all night just talking about nothing. I love how you can call me and no matter my mood is, you somehow always seem to make me laugh. I love how you need me as much as I need you, and most of all, I love how you love me."

=( i miss you and i'm sorry and i really want to see you right now.
come home leh..

lemonade's not nice.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 04:50:39 GMT

my brother told me yyy's coming to town next year. idk why i'm not a fan of them anymore. maybe because nick zinner doesn't interest me anymore hahaha. and i know why.

today's not going to be a good day. my days have been kinda sucky anyway. will tomorrow be a good day? will next week be a good week?

action.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 03:58:26 GMT

now the rain is just washing you out of my hair...

but not out of my mind.

wrap me up.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 12:36:11 GMT

i have sooo many craaaaavings now. cravings! cravings! sushi. chewy junior. nur sulaiman adnan. haha!

i've been a good girl, i've been exercising. lemonade should be proud of me and give me 10 TRILLION PLUS 13 MILLION kisses the next time we meet. hopefully tomorrow. i already miss him so. =(

sleepy

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 03:32:21 GMT

had kebab yesterday. one of the nicest ive tasted! and someone surprised me with my fav chocolate!!
i know u wana make me fat, but take it slow ok...
i think i ve been mean...
need to change!!!
laugh u a bit

cant liiiive...

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 13:02:44 GMT

i still cannot get over mariah carey's old live videos. she was soooo good and flawless.

i have so many things on my mind right now.
keywords: initiative and commitment. hahaha.

i miss my hemsen boy. my hemsen boy surprised me with tickets to 3d movie yesterday. so i treated him to nice fatty things at haagen daaz. so starting from tomorrow onwards hopefully our eating habits get better. i'm tired and i don't know what's going to happen next year, especially when my hemsen boy won't be here when my new life begins =( . i'll be good i promise.

forceing

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 13:56:40 GMT

today, i was forced to post something in here...
idk why, but im always forced...
she tries to be like star wars, but she cannot...
so i force myself to post here..
forcing is a way of life now...
may the force be with you...

i laugh u a bit,,

and i'm never gonna shut you out.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 05:42:33 GMT

vedera never fails to wow me.

chin up.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 14:12:41 GMT

THE WEEKEND IS NOT GOING TO SUCK.

oh how i miss you.

___ worth it?

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Mon, 12 Oct 2009 16:29:41 GMT

500 days of summer was SUPER worth the wait. like really. and too bad for that kid who sat next to me eating ljs and felt super shitty and pussy after the movie hahaha. there is a difference between a need and a want. and i'm pretty sure everyone went through that phase before in their lives. i know i did and it sucked. but it taught me a lot, that that's definitely not love.

i pity you baby. but i'm here now. =)

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Fri, 02 Oct 2009 16:19:35 GMT

a new hope.

we are the lucky ones.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 16:06:09 GMT

nabey

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 16:22:46 GMT

I WANT TO FUCK A fkasngnsdlgmh ok pardon the vulgarity i'm just so fucking tired i cannot take it. i've worked for 16hrs today and it's no fucking joke. i smoked two sticks after so long and i feel like vomitting. i think i don't like smoking anymore because the stick's scent is killing my appetite, now i need to wash my hands 1000000 times to kill the scent. my friend brought for me some soup to eat with rice and it was full of oil. i wanted to vomit right there and then but that would be really mean and un-nice. i need a dose of lemonade PRONTO. i hope lemonade feels better tomorrow.

heh heh hooooo

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 09:15:15 GMT

we made pasta again, but this time, we made cream sauce and boy was it GOOOOOOD! i've been feeling really tired and restless these days. work is getting better because i have an awesome boss and funny colleagues. but seriously, you're holding a masters but you're doing this kinda job? so not worth it.

once again, i have very little things to say. it's the period la i think. i hope my smelly gets better. lotion day was good. =D my mom has been really demanding. i don't really know what she wants. i'm kinda tired of my family but at the same time i don't really mind them doing this.

sighs..

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 15:51:57 GMT

this is one of those songs that can make me tear anytime. cos i cengeng what. and i miss watching lady and the tramp. and i hope i've made a certain someone really happy today. that's all that matters.

relator.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 10:03:49 GMT

i din know scarlett johansson could sing until this!

http://www.elmundo.es/especiales/2009/09/cultura/scarlett_johansson/

finally on mc.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 12:09:47 GMT

flu flu go away! you are very un-nice. i wish to see my cat tomorrow.

i is love you.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 12:22:20 GMT

work is taking a toll on me. i really can't wait for next week because by then i'll be posted to a better room with a better atmosphere. this 8.30 till 5.30 shift is killing me! i really miss my morning shift, and the people too. anyway, yesterday was such a brilliant day. but it was such a bad day for lots of walking, but we still did it. since he had been un-nice to me for the past few days, he did something really super duper trooper sweet. smelly decided that we break our fast on top of the universe haha! we went to henderson waves and broke our fast on top of the hill. he cooked for the both of us some bread hotdogs and fly lice. all super nice la. and then we did a little trekking in the forest. scary know. after all that walking we took a bus to city hall and did more walking and after all that we went home and collapsed in the bus hahaha. i still love you cranky cat. even though sometimes you can be so annoying and mean and then i'd feel like shit and try to not get mad at you, things would eventually become better and you'd make my day.

that's what you get

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 02:13:56 GMT

i think i've grown lazy and stale and restless. should i or should i not go. hmm.

half a year.

phantom_doll_doctor@hotmail.com — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 08:53:01 GMT

hello mr boyfriend, maybe i should dedicate this entry only for you. i dowan to say la nice nice things too much, later jinx. but i'd like to thank you for being the most annoying person i've ever come across with. these six months have been nothing but the joyest rollercoaster ride i've ever ridden on. ok la maybe not really the joyest, but almost there la. today you've been really nice because you entertained me with your stupid storytelling messages but too bad i couldn't reply you because my credit's only left with a cent and i was at work. you have no idea how badly i was itching to reply. and i also know that today you miss me A LOOOOT! hahaha i know la. work was really boring actually because i did my work too fast. i was always walking around, chatting with people and seeing if anyone needed my help. ok finally my mom stops talking to her friend. which means i can call you already hahaha i can't believe i'm putting this to public. OK GOODBYEEEEE*little britain style*!