Everytime i look at my swollen foot and toe i cry a little inside. What if the damage is permanent? It certainly does not look like how it looked before the accident. Just because of one tiny toe, the whole foot can't function much. I can't walk like how i normally walk, it's more tiring now and i walk slower. I won't be able to work out. God must be mad at me for something i didn't do, maybe for forgetting him. And i don't mean to. But thank you for the reminder. I need that.
The Vow taught me one thing today, to overlook that one little bad thing that someone does and remind myself about the other good things he/she does. I guess that doesn't apply to relationships only, i think it can be applied to everything else. Like family, friends, jobs, hobbies, or in my case my swollen foot. So maybe i should start doing what i used to do since i'm on medical leave for three days.
And also let me use this space to thank this really special awesome person for never leaving my side. For getting a macbook to make it easier for me to design that 4m by 2.4m backdrop for the moe excel fest, for not complaining whenever i use our dates to do work or get things for work, for letting me use his money for that troublesome helium tank, for helping me carry that bloody heavy tank too, for never doubting my capabilities, for always supporting what i do even though it annoys him when i do extra things for other people. I've been really obnoxious and selfish for the entire month of march due to work but he has been ever so patient with me even when i was always in a really bad mood. I really owe him a whole month's worth of dates. I love you Nur Sulaiman.
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